today i listened to sublime and got stoned.

afterwards i wrote the greatest essay for english

puahahaha.

I've decided to let the whole world know that ...

this boy loves me.
he's loves me better than you.

on  a lighter note,
1. i have been er "using" xanga for 836 days.
2. michy uses xanga again : D
3. it's christmas eve

all i want for christmas is a nice big bag of weed and boys to form a ska band with me.

the end.

A few days ago i got my hair cut.

the next day, two boys came up to me, pinched my cheeks, and said i was the cutest girl in the world.

winter is the time for love.

Every morning is the same, or at least it’s all the same for me; brushing my teeth in the once pearly white sink now grubby with ash stains, and of course doing the one thing that keeps me sane, smoking.  I chuckled at the thought of the first time I found an unguarded cigarette resting on the corner of the dinner nook just begging to be puffed.  I’ve seen my parents smoking all the time. Resting the slender white Marlboro between my tiny index and middle finger came naturally to me.  I can still feel the sharp pain in my chest as I inhaled deeply into the filter for the first time.  The older I got, the more I found ways of feeding my hunger for that smoky, toasted marshmallow like after taste that lingered in every puff. 

on the contrary to what most people think, smoking is actually healthy for you. :)

damn.

i hate xanga. i hate myspace. i hate internet.

oh, and i've decided to go bohemian with my friend Mike.

i love getting e-mails

mylastparachute@hotmail.com

send me heartfelt e-mails.

oh and guess what? I HAVE A BLACK FRIEND!!!!!!

It's times like this, when i realize how awesome life is now.

right now, my band is my number one priority... or maybe my friends.. or family comes close as well

andd guess what?

WE GOT OUR FIRST GIG EVER THIS FRIDAY!!! be there.

this friday

machida: club S.D.Rock Live House
THIS M'FN FRIDAY: 9-30 OPEN-6:30 START-7:00
about 5 jap bands are gonna play (including us). and the club fits about 250 people. so if you want to mosh and have a good time. COME. i still have 10 presale tickets left! and presale tickets are only 1500 yen, but at the door , you pay 2000 yen. therefore it's cheaper to buy presale tickets. just e-mail me if you want to come.

mylastparachute@hotmail.com

sigh. our band is lifting off so quick... i was expecting us to play at like gay ass homecoming, or prom would of been nice as well, but an off base club? where they actually PAY you. omg. this is too crazy. life is crazy right now.

i have everything i want now. they make my weekends fun. snorting sweet tarts, playing tag on sidewalks, acoustic jams, and of course, walking around aimlessly in machida for hours looking for yummy vending machines.

anyways.

BE THERE!! or break my heart forever.... :(